Monday, October 22, 2007

Meltdown

So, I had my first meltdown this weekend. I woke up after quite a bit of sleep ( hallelujah!) and went about my normal Sat. morning. I was supposed to take Mindy's maternity pictures, so I was getting the camera charged and all my memory cards in order, when it hit. Adam left to go work out, and as soon as the door closed behind him, the floodgates were opened, and I cried without even knowing why for the better part of my Sat. morning. I think it's safe to say that I have never felt that out of control, and I learned 2 very important lessons.

1. If it's coming, just let it come and get it out. Maybe it won't reappear for at least 20 min.
2. Under no circumstances should I attempt to call anyone during these little episodes. It will only make me feel foolish later.

A big shout out should go to Jaymie who comforted me during my sobbing and let me know that this was "normal." How she kept from laughing is a mystery to me.

This Friday is my first Dr. appt, so I'll post pictures from my very first ultrasound!! Yaaaay!

1 comment:

Kyla said...

Okay, I have to tell you that I am laughing out loud at this post right now. Yes, that is totally normal and I can truly relate. You are right that it's probably safer not to call anyone during those moments...but if you feel the urge, just know that you can call me. I won't tell a soul, and I'll wait until I'm off the phone with you to laugh. hehe